tag:stilltrying.blog.co.uk,2009-11-12:/MokoFeed2009-11-12T04:39:03+01:00tag:stilltrying.blog.co.uk,2007-05-28:/2007/05/28/yikes~2348545/#c3646743TheJinxy2007-05-28T21:43:10+02:002007-05-28T21:43:10+02:00Well, when I say dependence, what I mean is you are so used to them being there, it's hard when they aren't anymore. Things just take time, you'll get there :-)tag:stilltrying.blog.co.uk,2007-05-28:/2007/05/28/yikes~2348545/#c3646716just_trying2007-05-28T21:39:49+02:002007-05-28T21:39:49+02:00its so weird. thats exactly what i wanted to do (have nothing to do with him) but its not as simple as that.<br> <br> to be honest its far from dependence. as i didnt depend on him for nothing, and not even love, because the supposed 'love' i recieved was nothing.<br> <br> but i love him and i cannot help that. for a long time he was there in my life everyday. how can i not love him? obviously now the feelings have subsided and become less and less more forward.<br> <br> i shall give it a while. hopeless i'll just forget these feelings.<br> <br> xtag:stilltrying.blog.co.uk,2007-05-28:/2007/05/28/yikes~2348545/#c3646165TheJinxy2007-05-28T20:38:50+02:002007-05-28T20:38:50+02:00Sorry, it's just I see loads of people take crap off their boyfriends/girlfriends and they put up with it coz they say they love them. And I ask myself why they do if there doesn't seem to be a reason why they should. Hmmm. It's dependence, not love - big difference. Your best bet is to not speak to him or have anything to do with him at all really for a while, it's the best way to get over it. That's part 2 of a rant now - time for me to shut up I think loltag:stilltrying.blog.co.uk,2007-05-28:/2007/05/28/yikes~2348545/#c3646053just_trying2007-05-28T20:27:52+02:002007-05-28T20:27:52+02:00if that was a rant, it was a good one. ha <br> i totally agree with what you said. just gotta get over it and move on..<br> <br> when i write it, it seems so much easier to do aha<br> <br> take care<br> x <br> <br> tag:stilltrying.blog.co.uk,2007-05-28:/2007/05/28/yikes~2348545/#c3644462TheJinxy2007-05-28T17:41:33+02:002007-05-28T17:41:33+02:00Dunno if you will want to hear this but I don't think you love him, you just think you do. How can you love someone who obviously has no respect for you and just thinks about himself by the sounds of it. If you do love him, he plainly doesn't love you so it can't work anyway. Sometimes it's just hard to let go after a long time together and we think that means it's love when it isn't. Hope everything works out though now that my little rant is over.