ok, so it's only been a few hours and not much has happened. not that i've even attempted anything pro-active today apart from calling my work and sorting my hours out.
totally coming to a stupid relisation. thank god. i'm not usually a whiney child full of self indulgence.
soooooo life isn't over and life hasn't stopped just because some total shit excuse for a man has attempted his very best to make my life a living hell.
not that i'm feeling hard done by. why should i? theres nothing to feel hard done by about. its just life. thats all. everyone will encounter these people. and those people will also encounter people just like them. it's a never ending crappy circle.
but hey-ho. what the hell is anyone gona do about it? take a stand? and fight for the right not to get hurt by love!??! NO WAY. ofcourse not. it could never happen.
everything is fine bar this one thing, but that is how it goes. everything will be perfect apart from one bollocks thing.
deep down i wished thought he was as hurt as i am 
